Sunday, January 6, 2008

Searching in Agony

How do I escape this world of suffering and pain?
Suppose the question is whether I want to escape from it or to it...
I have reawakened that inside me best left dormant.
she wants to play she is hungry
I dream of a world where I have no conscience.
to frolic to play to destroy
Where life has no value.
pleasure
darkness
empty
i dream of pain once again
Oh dark one find me!
The battle wages,
the field my mind, my body.

1 comment:

Digital Placebo said...

There are worlds where conscience abets the faithless villains..those worlds, where twixt and t'ween we walk uncovered by the night...are merely footsteps from your door. All the better in good company! I am he who often roams those realms...carefully grounded by the light of day.

Those as we...are as honest as beings are made...so honest...so simple...so pure...that we wear the guise of self-deception when our delicate nature's are held at knifepoint.

Masters are we at cloak and dagger...for we are actors, and all the world's a stage.