Daniel (from Sept '06)

Thought my heart was frozen, believed I couldn’t feel.
Misery my companion, loneliness my friend.
It was only one night, it was merely six hours.
My reality shattered, icy shards rained down.

Your gentle touch, your caress, my eyes filled with tears.
For a moment time stopped and I let myself breathe.
Drowning in emotion, first time in forever.
What is frozen will melt, it just takes the right fire.

And now I wonder, what was your motive, your plan?
And now I wonder, will I hear from you again?

A cloudless night, stars shining hopeful in the sky.
A memory of contentment, six hours at a time.
Pain is a part of life, a feeling I embrace.
One day love will find me, let joy be my fate.

For that night dear man, gracious thanks from my heart.
But my fear overwhelmed me, felt alone in the dark.
Thought time had healed old wounds, but I guess I was wrong.
Couldn’t share much of myself, too soon to be strong.

And now I wonder, what was your motive, your plan?
And now I wonder, will I hear from you again?

So tired of chasing, want to be chased for a change.
Wild things can be tamed, they just can’t be caged.
Patience, perseverance, gentleness and some time.
Gambling pays off the utmost when the stakes are high.

The passion was there, but I won’t wait by the phone.
The hurt cuts too deep when I’m faced with the unknown.
Thank you for revealing another side of me.
Your beautiful soul remains locked in memory.

And still I wonder, what was your motive, your plan?
And still I wonder, will I hear from you again?